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Danial. 17 this year. let the blog do the talking
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Monday, August 11, 2008, 7:31 PM
at some point of time i just feel that it won't work eventhough i'm trying my hardest to make it happen. i really want us to pull through but it just seems that one of us is unwilling. it may seem really easy to some of you but it's a billion times harder for me especially when my friends keep teasing her and i feel so bad about it. at this point i really miss you and you ought to know that.
sometimes people should think why they tease others. especially when they don't have someone who makes them smile when they don't even feel like it.someone may have heard this before=) these few days hasn't been the best for me. i don't know why but i just feel so vulnerable sometimes even like giving up cause i can't even utter a single word in front of her and i don't know if she wants me to.
all i can do now is hope that tomorrow might be better. oh, i'm not so excited for tomorrow cause of the bash thingy. geez, don't go hard especially when its right after a soccer match. i might break a nerve!!=)
 *let the proof of love be trust. i miss you badly.
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