when hope and faith got me nowhere
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Danial. 17 this year. let the blog do the talking

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Monday, August 25, 2008, 9:51 PM

life isn't how you want it to be sometimes. people you once knew tend to change maybe for the better. sometimes life takes a path where you determine how it turns out. there are vulnerable situations in life and i know that these are times when letting go really is the hardest. in life, there will be that special someone who brighten up our dull days and make it bright. they are the ones who make our day simply being themselves. Sometimes they make us feel special. and it's really painful to love someone and know that they would never feel the same towards you. Sometimes waiting for that someone is really like waiting for snow to fall here but please don't give up cause i know i won't. And for you, i'd do anything cause in the end i'd know that everything's worth it.

You know, sometimes when i message you and i know i really have nothing else to say, i crack my brains just thinking of what to tell or ask you next. for a moment i would hesitate cause i really don't want to irritate you with all my ramblings. oh, you know i'll be here for you to listen to all your ramblings and problems of any sort. i just wonder what it would be like to be just talk to you and not feel awkward and share secrets and not feel butterflies in the stomach.

right now there's just a mountain between us. and i feel its up to me to make the move to at least talk to you. and when that day finally comes, you'll know that i'd be the happiest and proudest boy in the whole entire globe. you are the girl i talk about in my dreams the girl who takes my breath away. you are my fairytale and i know if faith is what i have, the fairytale would come true. i really miss you.

*when you look into the night sky, you'll find that the stars are gone cause i took them to shine for you, *10*