school hasn't been great either. although i'm getting used to all the teases and stuffs, i still can't picture it going on till graduation. the boys really need to learn to grow up. for god's sake, we're turning 15!. even then, nothing beats the feeling i get when it's her you tease. although i keep quiet, i feel bad somehow. i'm really starting to miss those times when eveything felt perfect.like so much.

i really need some rest and time right now to let things cool down. i need to be the guy whom i  used to be. i need to be strong.

*it really hurts me when i see you disheartened. i never wanted to see you sad and i still don't want to.  if you're reading this, i still want to reassure you that i'd always be there when you need me most and when you're at your all-time low. all this because you still mean so much to me.