sometimes i miss the times when everything seemed perfect. now, all those perfect things start to fade away.sometimes, i feel i don't want to continue trying my best just to achieve something i always wanted. the feelings of giving up comes so suddenly. sometimes it feels as though it's just one sided. and i really miss those times when it seemed so perfect, when i knew you would be there for me and that i could reassure you that i'd be here too.

They say that you have to give up things in life to achieve things you always wanted to achieve.

one thing is for sure though. i'd never give you up. you mean so much to me. now, all those sweet memories seem like a dream. a dream to remember. 

*it's always painful to dream with a broken heart. the most painful part is still the waking up.