when hope and faith got me nowhere
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Danial. 17 this year. let the blog do the talking

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Saturday, July 10, 2010, 7:06 PM

first thing i gotta say before i continue with this update. Wow!! i feel like this is the start of something new. a new me. and for my blog. a new update after what seems like a year. wait, it is a year.. hmph. anyway, here goes. i'm not really good at updating blogs. hmm, let's see..

i'm dissapointed in myself. so much has happened. i'm heartbroken. i've lost someone i treasure and love the most.(not one of my family members). so many things has happened. i fell in love, showered my love. and then, i lost it all.i don't have the mood to update actually. but just because i pity my blog cause it's like so so empty.

to that someone:
dear someone,
you've pretty much the reason i've been a better person all these while. i would like to thank you for always being there for me,through my ups and downs,never ever failing to make me smile. always cheering me up when i needed you the most. i'm really sorry i haven't been there for you when you needed me. i promise i'll be here if you need me.*pinky swears.

thank you for being a great girlfriend and now, a great friend, love. you know, if things don't work out, i'll still be here. i'll be here through your ups and downs. i really mean it when i say i will wait for you. if you ever hear any rumour about me and other people, just remember, i love you and only you. you've pretty much been the sweetest girl ever. always cheering me up and encouraging me to believe in fairytales. any guy would be lucky enough to have you.

you've really changed my perspective on hope and faith.you've made me the happiest guy in the whole entire world. you never fail to make me laugh and smile.(i know i'm repeating this) if we still don't end up together, i'll be happy for who you're with because i trust you to make him feel special and happy like how you made me. i'm really sorry i made you feel like giving up on me at times. i love you always. i love you still. always have, always will.

with lots of love.
danial

*“Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will.”