i've always loved to write but i'm just not good at it. people try and there's always an A for effort.

it's the 5th of march. as insignificant as it may look, it signifies another day you're not by my side.

as much as i miss you right now, i can't do anything to stop you from going. you were always the light to my darkness and now that you're gone, i feel lost with no direction. if only i could see past this eclipse, look at the brighter future with a glimpse, no procrastination but hope that someday, it'll be with you. i hope you do see one day, that i'll always be here for you no matter what. and the love that i give, is the utmost sincere, as long as i live. Times have been tough and things have gone wrong but you've been my longing for, all along. as i sit here mesmerized by your beauty from the reflections of your portraits i hang on the walls, i start to bring back all the memories just like every single night. please, tell me you'd understand me cause i don't myself.

for your love is the only cure to this disease.

tears run down my cheeks as those memories come and fade. you were always there but you no longer will. for problems come and go. and we, have to face them. i will stay strong, and be your knight in shining armor, mi amor.